Just slightly over two years ago, I started writing about some major changes I had been planning to carry out in my life. So what has changed in my life? I’m still single, I still live at home, I took up smoking again, I am still obese, I am still in need of friends, and I’m still depressed. I want to make another go at it though. I feel that if I continue to share my experience, I will make a difference for myself and possibly my readers. So bear with me, it’s going to be a slow start, but eventually, I’ll make you proud.
I finally have my appetite back, (I don’t know whether that’s good or bad), but I didn’t do well with my resolution today. I was in a rush so I didn’t have much time to make good food for myself. Do you know what I’ve realized? Eating three meals really does make me less likely to pick at food. Today, I didn’t eat breakfast or lunch and I was pretty hungry even after dinner so I ended up having a second dinner and several cookies. I’m disappointed in myself.
Speaking of being disappointed, I had this beautiful picture in my head of what this blog would be. It isn’t anywhere near what I envisioned. I wanted to connect with lots of people and be interesting, but I’ve done neither of those things. I’m losing steam here.